Friday, May 7, 2010

Give us Our Daily Bread In Celebration of Curt's Birthday & Mother's Day

Our Father in heaven,
Hallowed be Your name.
Your kingdom come.
Your will be done
On earth as 
it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.

Simple prayer is asking God to provide our basic needs. “Give us our food for today” (Matt. 6:11 nlt). “The eyes of all look to you, and you give them their food at the proper time”  (Ps. 145:15).

Early in our marriage, forty-nine years ago, we were truly poor. We were living in Oregon and expecting Curt, our first son. We hadn’t been able to pay hardly anything to the doctor and had no medical insurance to cover the hospital. I had nearly miscarried and the medication I was taking to keep from losing our firstborn was extremely expensive. Our car was broken down, so we took buses to work.

Ron worked at a car dealership in the parts room and I taught preschool. Our gross income was $250 per month. After state and federal income taxes and a tithe of $25, we had $175 left to live on.

Ron has always prayed with the complete trust that the Lord would provide. I easily became anxious and worried. During that time we experienced the Lord’s faithful provision in marvelous ways. We owned our own home, an old 31-foot trailer and lived in a trailer park. Our neighbors, the Millers, were as poor as we were. He was attending Bible college, and they often went to see their parents and brought back fresh food from their farms that they shared with us.

I was also able to eat a hot noon meal, which was like a Thanksgiving feast, at the preschool where I worked, which I needed as an expectant mother. We couldn’t have afforded such delicious meals. The father and son pastors of the church and preschool were hunters, and so the children and staff had wild deer and elk meat and salmon fresh from the Columbia River. I also suffered from evening sickness with my pregnancy and couldn't eat much, but we had enough to fix a meal for Ron. 

It was an extra cold winter and butane gas heated our trailer. As each freezing month passed, we kept thinking we’d soon be out of heat. We didn’t have the money to buy another tank of gas and kept praying for the Lord’s provision.

The butane tank should have been refilled a couple times, but we did not have to fill it because the fuel never ran out that entire winter. This provision of the Lord was a miracle to us and reminded us of the story of Elijah and the widow.

She was preparing what she thought was her last meal certain that she and her son would die. God sent Elijah who asked her to make a cake of bread for him and then make some for herself and her son. Elijah told her that the jar of flour would not be used up and the jug of oil would not run dry until the famine ended, which happened as the Lord had promised (1 Kings 17:12-16).

A couple months before Curt was due, we had a borrowed bassinet but very few clothes and necessities. A missionary friend in Alaska surprised us by sending a big box of baby clothes her child had outgrown. Friends and family from California had a baby shower for us. But we still had no idea how we would pay for our baby’s birth. I was feeling desperate but kept praying.

One Saturday afternoon a life insurance man came to our door to see why we hadn’t paid on Ron’s policy. We explained why and to our joy, he told us we could cash in the policy. We received  enough to pay part of the medical bills.

Soon after, the Lord provided the remaining amount needed to pay the doctor and hospital bills in an unexpected way through the owner of the company where Ron worked. Ron had not shared our need with him, but the Lord who heard us in secret provided openly right before the birth of our son. 


Ron also found a 1941 Ford for $18 and kept it running by pouring egg-preserver in the cracked engine block; the car had no heat and bounced like a buckboard, and I was sure it would induce labor. 


We had prayed for a baby for four years before Curt was born and nearly lost him while I was pregnant, but God heard this mother's cry and preserved Curt's life.  We were overjoyed when he was born and we loved him dearly and are grateful and blessed and proud of him. 


Shortly, after Curt was born, we sold our tiny trailer and rented a fully furnished home and bought a better car. He is a faithful God, and we praise Him for His  provision all these years as we approach our 53rd wedding anniversary. 

Our part is to ask the Lord to provide our basic needs and His part is to meet our needs, but with one condition that He receive all the glory. Dr. John Piper said, “Here is a great discovery. We do not glorify God by providing his needs, but by praying that he would provide ours — and trusting him to answer.” (Piper, Desiring God: 140.)


"You can be sure that God will take care of everything you need, his generosity exceeding even yours in the glory that pours from Jesus. Our God and Father abounds in glory that just pours out into eternity. Yes" (Philippians 4:19-20, (The Message).